Well we're glad you're back!
I'm am so sorry for your loss, it's so difficult to lose someone dear to you, I have no idea but all the videos I watch of people talking about their loved ones, they always make me cry because I just feel so sorry for them and I sometimes imagine if that was someone close to me who got in a car accident and passed. So yea, I am very sorry for your loss and hope your friend now rests in peace. <3